She has been making interventions since the beginning of December. C the weekly, As an aside and even the star AcademyLaetitia Hallyday has been multiplying television sets lately, to mark the six years of the death of her husband. In order to pay tribute to him, the 48-year-old mother strives to return to the disappearance of Johnny Hallyday, as well as the consequences of his death. Taking part in the game of questions, between surprise appearances at the star Academy or more intimate confidences about her numerous miscarriages in As an aside ; Jade and Joy’s mother agrees to open up about her life, as a woman, mother and widow.
If, in C the weekly, the ex-wife of the rocker settled scores with her step-children David Hallyday and Laura Smet; Laetitia Hallyday indulged in other confidences on the set of 50’Inside. Confessions linked to her life as a woman, in particular to her past relationship with the actor Jalil Lespert, with whom she formalized her relationship in December 2000. It was after having had a short affair with businessman Pascal Balland. Very in love with the 47-year-old filmmaker, Laetitia Hallyday multiplied the declarations of love on social networks. But the story between the two lovebirds finally ended. The reason ? Johnny’s shadowstill very present, seemed to weigh on the couple.
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“He didn’t give me the blessing to be happy”
“It’s chaotic for me. I fall in love and then I’m afraid. I’m afraid, I can’t do it, actually”said Laetitia Hallyday on the set, before admitting to being prey to a certain guilt whenever she dates a man. “My last love story, I believed in it, I loved it and then I felt guilty. I feel guilty about being happy without Johnny, I feel like I’m cheating on him, I feel like to betray him, I have the impression that he is looking at me”she articulated, visibly moved. “He left, we made promises to each other, but he didn’t give me the blessing to be happy. He didn’t tell me: ‘Be happy, start your life again’. Because it was someone extremely possessive, extremely jealous. I belonged to my husband.”, she confided to Isabelle Ithurburu, who moderated the interview. And to conclude: “It’s work that I have to do on myself, I’m the only one responsible, but I’m taking one step at a time.”
Article written in collaboration with 6Médias.
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