Thursday, December 22, 2022, Louane made heartbreaking confidences on the Youtube channel Origines Media. Having experienced terrible ordeals in the past, the singer revealed to have had suicidal desires.
Heartbreaking words … Thursday, December 22, 2022, Louane spoke to the little girl and the teenager that she was in a video published on the YouTube channel Origines Medias. Having been the victim of harassment and grossophobia, the singer revealed to have had suicidal desires. “Hello you, I don’t really know who I’m talking to. You’re 8, 12, 16 and then 19. I don’t think as far back as I can remember, you’ve never really felt good about yourself. You never really felt acceptedand even when people looked at you with bright eyes, you never managed to feel any value in it“, she began. When she was in school, Louane “did not fit the mould.“She remembered:”At school, they don’t laugh too much, the other students don’t understand why you can’t sit stillwhy you always say what you think, why you cut and monopolize the floor all the time.“
In the playground, Louane’s sisters defended her against the other students. “As soon as you find yourself alone, already, you find yourself alone and it’s not easy, but above all, you find yourself trapped in insults, jostling, balanced sentences that will resonate in your life for years, like ‘ball of fat’“, she remembered before adding: “You pass a casting and it changes your life. And you lose your parents. And you go back to class. And there it all starts again.“With emotion, the young mother continued:”You’re 19, you have everything one could dream of, everyone is talking about you, your first album and your first film are a hit, well done. However, you haven’t swallowed anything. You didn’t digest anything. Neither the harassment, nor the death of mom and dad, nor the speed at which the years have passed (…) You hurt yourself and you don’t want to live anymore.“
Louane: “In 2018, it blows up”
Moved to tears, the singer clarified: “Again, you don’t want any more. You don’t want anything anymore (…) The years pass, you are no longer 19, you have had a great depression and you have put yourself on automatic pilot mode. So in 2018, it blows up, you stop, you take a break, and you meet Flo. And in his eyes, you see yourself differently. You don’t love yourself, but he does (…) Be careful, he didn’t save you, but he gave you the keys that allowed you to feel better.“To conclude, it is on a more positive note that Louane added:”Never be afraid to ask for help again, there are loving people around you.“