Fiona Erdmann talks about the darkest hours of her life

Fiona Erdmann
She talks about the darkest hours of her life

“I can only tell you that the strokes of fate that I had made me stronger in some way,” says Fiona Erdmann (32) in her latest YouTube video, in which she also talks about her miscarriage for the first time.

“Without my mother’s death, I probably wouldn’t have moved to Dubai”

When her mother Luzie died much too early of a nervous disease in 2016, she was advised to see the positive in the situation. “At the time I just thought: ‘Are you really kidding me?'” Erdmann reveals in her new video. However, she now understands that her mother’s untimely death has fundamentally changed her life. “Without my mother’s death, I probably wouldn’t have moved to Dubai […], would not have met Moe – and would not have had Leo today, “sums up the model. A year later, her childhood sweetheart Mohammed died in a tragic motorcycle accident.

Fiona Erdmann has lost her child

Fiona Erdmann had to cope with another stroke of fate at the end of April this year: Her unborn baby died in the 17th week of pregnancy. Diagnosis: “Missed Abortion”. Your child’s heart just stopped beating. “You [die Gynäkologin] was looking for him [den Herzschlag] all the time by ultrasound. I immediately saw that something was wrong, “the 32-year-old remembers, visibly touched in her video. It was a” punch in the pit of the stomach “.

“The days after that were extremely tough for us,” admits the ex-GNTM participant. Nevertheless, it is clear for her and her family: “The baby is part of us. It is not forgotten. It will stay in our hearts.” But at the moment “everything is still totally unreal and far from over”. Your honest video should now be a first step – especially for women “who have experienced something similar”.

This article originally appeared on GALA.de.

Source used: youtube.com/c/FionaErdmannofficial/videos

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